Nano Day Eight

I misplanned my outline. I badly, badly, badly misplanned my outline (also, apparently misplanned isn't really a word. whatever).

Sigh.

So my reworking of the first part is sort of working out and I think it'll work, but the problem is I had to pull in stuff that was supposed to be in the second part and now I have no idea what's going to happen in the next part. Do I move everything up? But I can't do that, it would create a terrible mess. So do I make more stuff up for the second part? But will that feel like filler?

Oh, I hate writing sometimes (psych. if it didn't go terribly wrong it wouldn't be half as exciting. but also debilitatingly stressful. why do i want to be a writer again?).

(Anyway, I think I'm going to write everything in parenthesis now (because it feels kind of like a secret? (or maybe bonus material? (BONUS! More parenthesis! (Why are you still reading this?)))))

The point of this post was absolutely nothing. I should REALLY work on my post planning at some point. And maybe write useful things. I don't know. Maybe.